Essays and articles

A list of all the articles, essays, and translations available on this website, divided by years of publication.

Retreat recordings

Loving Kindness (2023)

2026

Seeking inspiration in the Twelve Deeds: From “mastering arts and crafts” to “renunciation”
Becoming Wise in Just 400 Verses
Exploring the Heart of Buddhist Meditation
Opening the Door to the Wheel of Time: on Kalachakra empowerments in the context of Indo-Tibetan history

2025

Learning From The Shāstras: On Letter To A Friend And Entering The Middle Way
River Of Awareness: Buddhist Ways To Explore Consciousness
The Liberating Neigh of Hayagriva
Seeking Inspiration In The Twelve Deeds Of The Buddha: From Descent To Birth

2024

In Kindness (And Beyond) in 108 Beads
Windhorse and the Energy of Good Fortune
Tara and Her Assembly of Stars
Seeking True Wealth: On Interdependence and Jambhala Practice
Infinite Life and an Enlightened Princess
Evenness, Not Indifference: On Equanimity
Finding The Footprints Of The Lotus-Born

2023

Contending with Contempt
Living a Meaningful Life
Being in Retreat, Finding Profound Rest

2022

Stepping Forth
Undoing the Knots
Stepping Forth: Same Work, New Profession [An Open Letter]
EcoDharma Course: Connecting To The World To Nourish And Protect
Calling Out To Tara
The Unceasing Sound Of Mantra
Seasonal Gloom, Loving Embrace
Experiencing Insight Through Exploring Four Objects
Impermanence And Decontextualisation: On The Dalai Lama, Media, And The Passing Of Two Great Teachers
Harnessing Pain, Establishing Clarity

2021

Finding Inspiration in the Lives of Great Contemplatives
Do Not Be Swayed By External Circumstances
Equanimity: Is That Even a Word?

2020

The Dharma Of Compassionate Engagement: Eight Spokes For Showing Up

2018

Intro to Meditation and Other Talks
Reading Shāntideva: The Delicate Balance Of Compassionate Self-Correction
A Prayer to Kshitigarbha

Exploring the Heart of Buddhist Meditation

This article was originally written for the Jamyang Buddhist Center blog, in anticipation of Jamyang’s course on the calm abiding and special insight sections of Lamrim Chenmo

Trying to identify the very heart of Buddhist meditation—its most quintessential element—is an interesting thought exercise, since opinions would obviously vary. Some traditions might perhaps point at the pinnacle of their contemplative arsenal—at the most advanced teachings related to wisdom, such as “silent illumination”, Mahamudra or Dzogchen. Others might mention a particular quintessentialized presentation of all the main aspects of the path, or even mention a specific mental quality, such as mindfulness, as being of utmost importance. There are also pithy statements summarizing everything in one point, such as Mingyur Rinpoche’s famous “The essence of meditation is awareness.” However, if we were to take a more broad overview of Buddhism’s multiple branches, a slightly more elaborate and cross-traditional answer might present itself: the practices that really characterize the Buddha’s unique approach to solving the problem of suffering are the dual methods of calm abiding and special insight–also known under the Sanskrit names, shamatha and vipashyana (or samatha and vipassana in Pali).

Shamatha practices were nothing new by the time of the Buddha; a part of a larger system of training known as samadhi (sometimes translated as “concentration” or, more literally, as “complete placement”), they were already perfected by the previous generations of practitioners and offered widely by the very two teachers that the Buddha himself studied with, Udraka Ramaputra and Arada Kalama. Prince Siddhartha Gautama was particularly gifted in the arts of samadhi and thus picked up everything that the two masters had to offer extremely fast. He discovered, however, that the training in concentration alone was not sufficient; it had to be combined with wisdom (prajna), cultivated through the practices of vipashyana, or special insight. Dr. Alan Wallace occasionally compares this combination of methods to the union of technology and science: shamatha provides the seeker with the contemplative technology (not unlike a telescope or a microscope, but for the mind) which can then be put to the service of contemplative science, primarily explored through vipashyana. Most of Buddha’s elaborate teaching career was spent on directly and indirectly teaching the methods of shamatha and vipashyana, along with the underlying level of ethical practice necessary to support the two.

Since the practices of shamatha and vipashyana are present in all the major Buddhist traditions, no matter how we classify them, one might naturally assume that they are fairly important, and quite likely even indispensable. However, for a modern practitioner, their usefulness might be proven even before entering the gateways of Buddhism proper, at the more common secularized level of practice shared by Buddhists and those who use the science-backed secular training modalities. Early evidence suggests, for example, that shamatha practices might improve the lives of those suffering from attention deficit, whereas emptiness-centered vipashyana meditations seem to support greater compassion and emotional wellbeing. Infinitely more research is needed, and is underway, but even these early publications suggest that one’s interest in these dual practices might be well-warranted.

What of Buddhists and their spiritual aspirations, then? At which point do these practices become particularly important? The answer is fairly straightforward: as soon as one starts aspiring for an irreversible transformation of the mind in this very life. Buddhist practitioners primarily aspiring for a good rebirth, whether in the human realm or in the Pure Lands such as Sukhavati, are usually not invited to practice shamatha and vipashyana as something indispensable (even though these practices can have a strengthening effect on one’s ethical discipline, which is still seen as essential). For this reason, some branches of the Pure Land tradition in East Asia do not teach these methods in an outward manner (although one might argue that focusing one’s mind single-pointedly on the Buddha of Infinite Light does bear semblance to shamatha). However, as soon as one starts actively aspiring for personal liberation or full awakening–the two higher goals delineated by the lamrim tradition of Tibetan Buddhism–shamatha and vipashyana gain utmost importance. For those moving towards arhatship, or personal liberation, these two correspond to the second and third of the three higher trainings (namely, the training in mental stability and wisdom). For those on the bodhisattva path, they form the last two moral perfections, or paramitas, that are necessary for becoming awakened. Those who integrate their bodhisattva journey with the skillful methods of Buddhist tantra are not exempt from this logic, either: attentional stability and the correct view of emptiness remain indispensable, or become even more important to make sure one doesn’t mistakenly turn one’s practice of Vajrayana into a cause for greater suffering instead of boundless happiness. In short, no matter which of the three major vehicles–foundational, that of perfections or that of the secret mantra–one follows: shamatha and vipashyana remain quintessential provisions on the path, or maybe its very essence.

Je Rinpoche on calm abiding and special insight

What, then, of the different presentations of these practices in the Tibetan tradition, and maybe even the Gelug lineage in particular? There is no shortage of brilliant and inspiring sources: some extremely quintessential and only presenting one or two specific methods, and some extremely elaborate. When it comes to the elaborate presentations offered by the founder of tradition, Je Rinpoche Tsongkhapa, certain ambivalence of emotional reactions from modern readers might exist: some would find them greatly inspiring, while others would feel too much effort has to go into studying such detailed teachings. Why bother with such an academic source, one might think, when pith instruction texts teach me all I need to know in just a few paragraphs or even lines?

It is true that pith instruction manuals (whether short or elaborate) do exist and do already offer us a lot to chew on. Tsongkhapa certainly originated his own lineage of pith instructions on shamatha and vipashyana, some of which were eventually codified by Panchen Losang Chokyi Gyaltsen in his teachings on the Gelug-Kagyu style of Mahamudra. Why, then, read, let alone study, the presentation in such elaborate texts as Lamrim Chenmo, or the Great Presentation of the Stages of the Path to Awakening? Perhaps for two reasons: to know the full outline of the land, and to undo the knots of incorrect assumptions many of us–as first generation practitioners of Buddhism–might habitually carry.

Lamrim Chenmo, as Je Rinpoche’s opus magnum, does not simply offer practical instructions on the practice of the graduated path: those are already included in other manuals, including Tsongkhapa’s own Middle-Length Lamrim. Lamrim Chenmo, as the most elaborate version, presents the same essential points–the same map, in a way–but does so with much greater detail, going, on occasion, into detailed polemical presentations that would be of great help to the doubtful mind. The difference in the amount of detail is meant to give greater understanding. To use a medical analogy, it’s as if we were going from the ability to simply perform a medical procedure to an intimate understanding of human anatomy that underpins said procedure; we understand the deeper logic of things, which dispels our doubt and strengthens our resolve to keep practicing. While the hunger for scholarly perfection would probably not be quenched even by Lamrim Chenmo, the practitioner in us would receive more than enough to work with.

Tsongkhapa’s presentation of calm abiding, or shamatha, unpacks the practice (and the associated perfection of mental stability) with great detail. Je Rinpoche scoured a great number of sutras (such as the King of Samadhis Sutra and the Sutra Unravelling the Intended Meaning) and shastras (including the works of Kamalashila, Maitreya and Asanga) and brought the key points together in a clear presentation that could equally be used by an anthropologist and an actual practitioner. The difference between Lamrim Chenmo’s presentation and that of a short pith instruction text is in the level of detail on our inner map. For instance, when talking about the shamatha objects, Tsongkhapa does not limit himself to one, two or even ten; he presents the widest possible array, eventually settling on the visualized image of the Buddha as the main example (suggested, amongst other things, for its relationship with the visualization practices of tantra). He also unpacks the preliminary conditions necessary for undertaking a successful shamatha retreat; the mental factors that need to be fine-tuned for the practice of calm abiding to be successful; and, finally, the stages of progress, each accompanied by the gradual decrease in the levels of laxity and excitation and culminating with the actual realization of calm abiding. In exploring these topics, Tsongkhapa alternates actual authoritative explanations (supported by numerous references to the shastras and sutras) with a “question and answer” format, dealing with potential doubts and objections in a way that makes the path extremely clear.

This presentation of calm abiding, though elaborate, is still dwarfed by Lamrim Chenmo’s section of special insight. Written for practitioners who are also not shy of a certain amount of study, it goes into great length to first explain what special insight itself is, and then to unpack the ways to construct one’s vipashyana practice focused on emptiness. The Gelug approach to meditating on emptiness puts great emphasis on the correct identification of the “object of negation”–the impossible type of existence that the meditating mind has to refute. Since exaggerating or underestimating this object can lead one to the extremes of nihilism and eternalism, Tsongkhapa takes great care to present his unique and powerful understanding of Chandrakirti’s and Buddhapalita’s view on the matter, engaging, again, in a type of virtual debate with the potential objections regarding the topic. In this, the extremely elaborate presentation of Lamrim Chenmo works well in combination with Tsongkhapa’s own more abbreviated presentation in the Middle-Length Lamrim, along with careful guidance from a teacher experienced in these meditations. An unsupported beginner might feel that the profusion of information is overwhelming, but someone supported by gentle guidance and clear contextualizing explanations would see how each point becomes a major source of support for one’s emptiness practice. For a Gelug practitioner, the study of the insight section of Lamrim Chenmo is a way to look straight into Tsongkhapa’s intent for how emptiness meditations should be done; it is a synthesis of everything that Je Rinpoche had to say on the matter in his other seminal works on wisdom.

Studying a text as elaborate as Lamrim Chenmo and practicing shamatha and vipashyana might initially feel like two very different types of activity. If we want to meditate, shouldn’t we just… meditate? No one is blocking us from making our first attempts to calm the mind at a very early stage; but it is also true that careful exploration of the maps offered by Je Rinpoche would make us infinitely more informed as we try to undertake the elaborate, complex and exciting journey known as the contemplative path. After all, even His Holiness the Dalai Lama, known for his mastery of numerous shastras and tantras, turns to Lamrim Chenmo often enough to have read it dozens of times (as once mentioned by Lama Zopa Rinpoche, who also used to advise his students to read and re-read the lamrim texts multiple times). It was the one book His Holiness carried with him when leaving the Norbulingka summer palace on March 17, 1959; the very same cherished copy was later used to give teachings and explanations to numerous students across the world. By tapping into the same source, we can hope to cultivate some of the same wisdom and practical insights that the entire lineage of Je Rinpoche’s heirs has so beautifully embodied.

Seeking inspiration in the Twelve Deeds: rom “mastering arts and crafts” to “renunciation”

This article was originally written for Jamyang Buddhist Center blog. See part 1 here

One of the highlights of Jamyang’s large shrine room is the 12 gold-covered bas-reliefs depicting the 12 deeds of the Buddha. In this piece, Michael Lobsang Tenpa continues exploring the twelve deeds as they are presented in the sutric Sanskrit literature. 

The deeds of the Buddha between his birth and his renunciation of worldly life are relatively well-known, though, perhaps, little studied; they are certainly presented in greater detail than the history of the early years of Jesus. Most of these acts, at least from the point of view of the Sanskrit tradition, have to do with the future Buddha’s accumulated spiritual potential: the incredible spiritual maturity brought from past lives inevitably shines through again and again, inspiring everyone around and laying the groundwork for the illustrious teaching career that would eventually begin once full awakening was attained. One aspect of this groundwork are the future Buddha’s deeds meant to illuminate the minds of his retinue, planting the seeds for their own eventual spiritual realization. Another aspect is guiding the future generations—including us, who, in contemplating these intermediate deeds, can find inspiration for our own accumulation of merit and wisdom. 

Becoming skilled in various arts 

Being a prince of the Śākya clan, Siddharta was naturally expected to study the arts and sciences of his time. Instead of pursuing his studies in a gradual manner, he, however, quickly established himself as a prodigy. Even during his first official visit to the school of the Śākya clan (where he was supposed to study with other youths), he inadvertently overwhelms the teacher with his spiritual magnificence, causing the master of literary sciences to prostrate in awe. This scene evokes a few verses of praise from a worldly god who is observing the event and notes that the future Buddha is only attending the school to accord with the conventional norms—not because he actually needs any further learning. To prove this point, the bodhisattva proceeds to reveal his mastery of a great number of scripts (including those of non-human beings), inspiring his fellow students to also aspire for full awakening and progress on the spiritual path. 

The mastery that the future Buddha reveals is not limited to worldly sciences and arts; it also includes skill in the advanced contemplative arts that were already known to ancient Indians (including the art of single-pointed concentration). On an outing with other Śākyan boys, Siddhartha feels drawn to a rose apple tree, and, sitting underneath it, displays his natural giftedness in the art of samādhi by sequentially entering the four meditative absorptions, or dhyanas. This early experience will later play a rather large role in the bodhisattva’s spiritual career, since this early taste of samādhi will eventually inspire him to discover his signature combination of calm abiding (śamatha) and special insight (vipaśyanā): a quintessential Buddhist recipe. The Lalitavsitara Sūtra additionally claims that it was this experience of samādhi that later inspired the bodhisattva to abandon the world, planting the seed for the sixth deed, that of renunciation. On top of that, the sheer strength of Siddhārtha’s concentration interrupts the movement of certain worldly sages, or rishis, flying over the farm. Initially angered, they discover that the source of their travel delays is a glorious young bodhisattva and end up showering him with praises and good wishes. 

The most significant display of Siddhārtha’s natural mastery of worldly arts and sciences happens when he is trying to prove that he is worthy of his chosen bride, Gopa of the Śākya clan (also known as Yasodhara). In order to impress her father, Dandapani the Śākyan, who quite naturally objects to his daughter getting potentially wed to someone uneducated and inexperienced, Siddhārtha participates in a series of tests, competing against his multiple peers (including his future attendant Ānanda and his jealous cousin Devadatta). Even before the start of the contest, he displays Superman-level strength by throwing the corpse of an elephant (meaninglessly murdered by Devadatta) out of the city bounds, lest it releases toxic miasma dangerous to humans. In the contest itself, he once again displays his mastery of sciences (including math), literary arts, and numerous types of physical discipline. A display that particularly stands out is that of archery; much like Rama, who had to string the divine bow of Shiva in order to win the hand of Sita, Siddhārtha has to string and bend the impossibly heavy bow of his own grandfather. Emerging successful in every test, the bodhisattva is once again showing a fundamental Mahāyāna idea: success is brought about by the accumulation of merit; therefore, a being that has completed that accumulation is able to perform its deeds in a perfect, effortless form. 

Referencing this contest, the praise attributed to Nāgārjuna states: 

Homage to you, lion among men, in all your youthful vigour,
Displaying your prowess in the games at Aṅga-Magadha,
Where you triumphed over the proud contestants,

So that not one could stand as your rival. 

By contrast, Khyentse Chokyi Lodro focuses on the act of mastering arts and sciences itself: 

Taming an elephant, writing, swimming and the rest—
You become well-versed in the sixty-four crafts and enjoyed the sports of youth,
O wondrous prodigy,

Foremost among humans, grant abundant virtue and excellence! 

Delighting in the company of  royal consorts 

The next deed might come through as somewhat surprising to people who expect the Buddha’s biography to be prudely spiritual and mainly focused on renunciation. What’s so great about delighting in the company of one’s queens and courtiers? The answer lies in the attitude that the future Buddha brought to his courtly, romantic and sensual endeavors—the attitude of combined renunciation and bodhicitta, in particular.  

A common theme uniting the previous deed and this one is that of “according with the worldly conventions.” Why would a bodhisattva want to follow those conventions, exactly? In order to help other beings mature, making sure they are ready to eventually receive the liberating instructions. With this in mind, Siddhārtha performs what is expected of a young prince of his age, sensually enjoying the company of his wife and his concubines (Lalitavistara says he had 84000 beautiful companions—hyperbolically or, perhaps, symbolically, since the same number will become famous as the total number of teachings the Buddha supposedly offered). On this note, Naragjuna’s praise states: 

Homage to you, who, to comply with worldly convention, And avoid all misdeeds, took on a queen and courtiers. 

While the future Buddha was enjoying the company of his wife and concubines (sometimes, as Lalitavistara describes, falling asleep on a sofa in the company of a few of them), the worldly gods and the fully awakened buddhas used their power to emanate a number of songs meant to encourage the bodhisattva on his path.  

One part of these songs reminded Siddharrtha of his past lives, spent in accumulating wisdom and merit and performing the heroic deeds described in the Jatakas: 

Seeing the beings who are forever without protector, 
Hero, you made the following promise: 
‘I will awaken to the supreme state without old age or grief 
So that I can deliver all beings from death, old age, and other sufferings.’ 
Therefore, Virtuous One, quickly leave this fine city 
And practice the conduct of previous sages. 

Another part offered a powerful teaching on the four types of suffering: those of birth, sickness, old age, and death: 

“The three worlds are ablaze with the suffering of old age and sickness; 
This world is ablaze with the fire of death and without a protector. 
Always deluded in impure existence, 
Beings spin like a bee caught in a vase. 

Yet another one tackled the themes of interdependence and emptiness, offering the bodhisattva—and also us as modern-day practitioners studying his life—a chance to contemplate the essence-less nature of phenomena: 

“Desired objects are momentary and empty. 
They are as untrue as a magical illusion or a mirage; 
They have no substance, like a bubble of water or foam. 
The learned ones realize that these objects emerge from conceptualisation. 

Those reminders, it is claimed, are a traditional offering to all the bodhisattvas approaching full awakening; and yet they were also not really necessary, since Siddhārtha (at least in the view of the Sanskrit tradition) never really forgot his purpose or got confused by the mistaken appearances of saṃsāra. Like many other things in the Buddha’s life, this deed is a dance, where figures are well-rehearsed and are performed to teach and inspire others—including us as modern-day practitioners.

Renouncing the royal life 

Throughout his previous deeds, Siddhārtha was already displaying strong renunciation and knowledge of his purpose. However, since the deeds of the wheel-turning buddhas are supposed to unfold sequentially and with proper flair, the bodhisattva’s renunciation of royal life in itself presents a major cosmic drama. It starts with King Śuddhodana seeing an alarming dream of his son leaving to becoming a traveling mendicant. Intent on avoiding this outcome with even greater passion than before, the king builds three palaces and makes sure there are always plenty of guards around Siddhārtha, essentially preventing him from leaving. In addition to that, he wants his son to fully focus on hedonic joys and not witness anything disturbing. 

Despite his father’s best effort, Siddhārtha, during his exploration of royal parks, still comes across suffering through the activity of the so-called “four heavenly messengers”. These four figures, described sometimes as magical emanations of worldly gods, are an old person, a sick man lying helplessly in his own filth, a corpse, and, finally, a traveling monastic with an inspiring air of peace and self-mastery. Encountering these four, Siddhārtha asks his charioteer Chanda about the nature of each, inviting us to also contemplate these four destinies: the inevitability of old age, sickness, and death, and the chance to win inner freedom through focused spiritual effort.  

Since the retinue shares Siddhārtha’s thoughts with King Śuddhodana, he later becomes even more heavily bent on keeping his son in the palace. Further hedonic joys are provided, and the consorts are ordered to make sure the prince is constantly entertained. An extra heavy gate is installed, and multiple strong youths are placed in all the directions to physically prevent Siddhārtha from leaving (although with a strict order to not harm him). However, what’s meant to happen will still happen—in this case, through the helpful intercession of worldly gods, who have already divined the incredible benefits a fully awakened Buddha can bring to the world. Multiple worldly powers volunteer to perform the necessary tasks: putting the royal retinue to sleep, opening the gate, helping the bodhisattva himself get up, and so forth. Yakshas are tasked with supporting the movement of the prince’s horse, and a “divine road” (allowing for fast and effortless transportation, not unlike hyperspace travel in science fiction), is temporarily set up. An important role is played by the god Dharmacarin, who reminds the bodhisattva that his consorts, and, indeed, all beings with bodies of flesh and blood, are not unlike corpses: 

Inspired by the lords of gods,  
Immediately the Bodhisattva looked around and examined the retinue of consorts. 
Seeing that they had become repulsive,  
He thought, “It is true, I live amid a cemetery.” 

Further inspired by these thoughts of renunciation and by his bodhicitta, Siddhārtha gets ready to leave—but he has to endure one more test in an argument with Chanda the charioteer. With tears in his eyes, the servant begs Siddhārtha to postpone his quest until old age (following the traditional Hindu model of a sannyasi embarking on a spiritual journey quite late in life), to continue enjoying the royal pleasures and to not leave his beloved ones behind. The bodhisattva, however, remains resolute, and Chanda (witnessing the miraculous opening of the heavy gate by the god Shakra) has to relent. They depart, and, having traveled far enough, the bodhisattva sends Chanda and the horse back to King Śuddhodana and Princess Gopa. Recognising his clothes and long hair as inappropriate for an ascetic, he self-ordains as a traveling mendicant, cutting his hair and trading his white clothes for a safrron-colored garb that has since then become the typical outfit for Buddhist monastics across the world (except in regions where saffron dye was not easily available and was replaced with maroon, like in Tibet, or black, like in China and Japan). Describing this historical act—essentially, the ordination of the first Buddhist monk (who just happens to be Buddha himself), Khyentse Chokyi Lodro writes: 

Inspired by renunciation you arrived at the place of purity,
Where you used your blue sword to cut your dark black hair,
And Indra offered you a beautiful saffron-coloured robe—
Supreme protector, may you grant us auspiciousness!
 

The Buddha’s renunciation of worldly life might not initially seem like much of a template for us. What chances do we have of deities coming to our aid, opening doors and providing us with a heavenly road? And yet, we might notice that the universe is indeed friendly with those who pursue genuine wellbeing; once we develop a more mature vision of what true happiness is, serendipity starts supporting our acts of renunciation, and conditions for focused practice start to arise. For each of us, the right type of practice would be different depending on our current situation: while some are called to perform long-term retreats, others, for now, focus on study, contemplation, and meditation combined with daily life. If any of those activities are performed in the spirit of renunciation and with a genuine attitude of bodhicitta, we are already following in the footsteps of the Buddha, leaving the “cemetery” of our palaces behind and moving towards our own tree of awakening. 

Loving Kindness Retreat (2023)

In 2023, I had the joy of facilitating a loving kindness retreat in Lampeter, Wales. The video and audio recordings and the guided meditations from this retreat, along with the additional materials, are freely available below; my hope is that they bring some benefit.

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Retreat Booklet

Additional quotes

Verse by Chokyi Nyima Rinpoche

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Retreat schedule

Video

Note: The first few videos have lower video quality since they were recorded on Zoom.

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Audio (sessions and meditations)

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